Sometimes you climb the mountain, and you fall and fail. Maybe there is a different path that will take you up.
— Unknown
I’ve been struggling lately. I’ve been struggling to find the motivation. Mostly, it’s because I feel like I’ve been subjected to repeated, unreasonable behaviour from someone that is intimidating and degrading and is ultimately undermining my confidence in my ability to trust my own judgement. I used to give this person the benefit of the doubt because I thought no one could be that unaware of what they were doing to someone else. One day, though, I received something in writing that made it impossible for me to discount the idea that they knew exactly what they were doing. Now I no longer feel I can give this person grace, space or the benefit of the doubt. The daily threat of experiencing this is harming my psychological stability.
So now I need to find the pivot for this situation. But it feels like I’m wedged between a rock and a hard place, and the only choice is to extricate myself.
Yellywelly 